That just proves I watched my Barney before and after pre school .

So what I write about suicide and irrational lies That doesn’t mean I’m stuck in a dark place of solitude That just proves I watched Barney before and after pre school . But u know what the real messed up thing is no one ever told me that what I wrote bothered them To much imagery to specific for ya ? didn’t think I could write this way unless I did these things ? But I bet cha George Orwell never heard a pig talk Does that make him crazy ? I mean he did write animal farm. 13 and my writing is to power full for your mind to comprehend So u tell my mother I’m a little messed up in my head So now before she lays down in her bed she ask if any thing wrong fighting to stay up after me cuz she fears the site she might see if my hands got on that big knife while she’s asleep Worst part of all I’m stuck asking myself if I really do need help All because I was put in a position that almost cut me off from all the sanity left in me Stuck asking myself if ill end up like the hurt and pained people in my poetry. And then elders call my generation sex crazed and selfish or my favorite “sit on yaw little asses complain and don’t do a thing about it.” But look what happens when I try to give u my perspective of some lost adolescents U automatically lose site of my message and secretly think I’m asking for help when really All I’m saying is that I know help is needed. My teacher wanted this powerful writing but maybe she never accepted this out of me that only means she underestimated me . And when I underestimate myself u say I’m crazy because “ I’m capable of accomplishing any thing” See u make no sense to me and when I say “u” U know who I’m referring to. Those pretended to be I’m just the best person I can be and I only try to see the best in the people that surround me. Can u believe they want me to write about bunnies and rainbows Hey u know what let me try Here goes Suzy got a rabbit today And she played and played Until the rain went away. Yawl Hey wake up see what I mean u never want to here these things At lest not from me . See all I want is for people not to question my creativity and mix it up with insanity Because I write about suicide and irritation lies Cuz all that proves is that I watched Barney before and after pre school.