Day 1 (Thus Begins the Days of Reckoning)

The beginning of the end
Of this tremendous, endless, week that will be hell
I could tell of these darkening shadows
I not mad though
I just could see the end before it comes
I don’t want to leave
I want to believe that I am not dying on this bed
6 more days….. Just 6 more days yet
This day 1 has only just begun
My mind, my memory isn’t going to helping me
Because its start to play some tricks on me
I can’t believe what’s going on around
JUST 6 MORE DAYS……just 6 more days
Can I stay awake???
The black skies of the day
Will stay for an eternity
Only to ask to myself
Why?
I only rely on this instinct I have but now nothing replies
Why?
I am going to die…….